Daddy : 2 more days to the exam , I will work hard and try my best . Some of my frenz will go back after the exam , i also wana go back to shanghai >.< misssssssss YOU alot alot . But i still got many things going on here . I have accounting lessons and exams , i can do part time works , go out with my frenz . do many many things ...=) dont worry
I always wondering how long we never talk face to face , how long we nvr go out together ... in my memory we have only live together for about 6 yrs . i cannot even remember those days u called mi from japan when i was young . I think even though u are not around for such a long time but there is communications between us at least im luckier than some of the ppl . is izzn't it ?? but i duno how long we have to wait , maybe there is no ending because i stil wish to go US after i graduate . life is soo short , al of us wish to live longer however if the dream nvr come true there is no point to live longer , i know that you wont go US with mi . u wont like the life there , i also dont know how you work there ....
A few days back there is someone talked about the dream , i have been thinking about those lines this person had said . the decision wil be hard , hard to leave al frenz , family , people who are familiar with ... sometimes i am wondering will i still work on this ?? is the decision correct ??? i really really not very sure . even though you never comment on anything about it , or maybe you wish i could do my things , do what i like and wish to do . or maybe i really should start and think about it , how much time we have left for you all...
The decision is hard to make , but i still got time to think from now until i graduate . But there is a weird feeling on this recently , i feel that i will never come back to here again once again ... it is kind of scary emm but i don't want to think about it right now . maybe no time to think about it .
Anyway as you have once told me step by step and don't think too much , there is a dream , a destination for sure . right now just work for it no matter the plan will be carried out or not.=)
LOVE YOU DADDY
THANX for the support as always CHEERS
From yukila ^^
what we could have been, 5:19 AM.