Life is very busy for us especially during these few weeks , and there are many things happened recently . Mammy has been hospitalized for about 2 weeks and she is still recovering now, thanx to dear frenz for ur concern . Although i never mention much about it but stil thanks to u all of all the concerns and encouragement . I believe that some things are not to be said , we are living to share happiness . I will try my best to bring happiness to ppl ard mii.
There are certain things , comments on ppl everyday. If there are people there are disagreements however we do not need to take it seriously . Thanx to xiya for the advise , u once told mi 兩耳不聞窗外事,一心只讀聖賢書 we onli change for the better and we should only be more focused on our own mistakes nt other ppl's. i once told myself i should not influence other ppl's way of thinking , it is ppl 's freedom to think to do and to live . y should we go and influence them ?? im soo sorry about what i have said recently to certain ppl on certain things of course it is my own thoughts and understanding nt other ppl 's . for frenz there is one impt thing which is trust , if i think u are my frend i wil trust u always no matter what happened this is becoz if my frend trust mii and support mi always i feel much better when i feel sad and i realii nd the support . so same to other ppl i think everyone wish to hav frenz that u can trust . so i think i realii nd to work on it . thanks to xiya about all the conversation and advice , it enlightens mi on how to be a gd frend or even to be a better person.
A gd frend sometimes means alot . those u dun wan to tel i wont ask , those things u said to mi i wil keep it . there are certain things , certain ppl we dun realli like however i think yeah they have their own problems . there is another frend have once taught mi how to treat ppl equally we helps we talk to them even we dun reali like them . coz we may also nt right as always , maybe ppl made some mistakes in the past but that doesn't mean that they will make the same mistake in the future . we would like to see a change or an improvement , we dun giv up on ppl that they nvr give up themselves.
There are many times we mentioned about selfish even in fb , selfish is nt a character is a habbit . if there is lack of trust of course there is selfish in between . sometimes seflish is needed only when we face competitors daddy once told mi for real business there is only gain or loss , if u choose to be looser then eventually u wil loose everything , al ur investment , asset etc. however to family , to frenz is a different story so some ppl may hav two sides .
daddy u are soo busy until i hardly contact you , i understand that u working very hard for us . thanx for ur gifts and things . you told mi that al ppl busy with their own things becoz this is life. we have our own dreams , but we not only living for ourselves. I seldom disturb you coz u hav ur own things to do too . thank you soo much for providing such a living standard for mi . as time passes i start to understand , start to appreciate .
im sooooooo sry to disturb whoever giv that kind of comments . i wont go and disturb in the future i wil try to work on it ^^ from now on i think i should care my own prbs nt other ppl's prbs .
ALL THE BEST for the last wk of this sem =)))
what we could have been, 4:54 AM.