Sometimes i think i prefer being busy than free , I am thinking abt leaving Singapore when I free >< although I think i used to stay here aft ard 5yrs but is this the place i should stop?? or should go further?? i wan go to US or europe like Denmark ,life can be colorful there maybe ,more challenging and fun as well. Like the people there, the environment and their life style ... However if i leave means i have to give up al my frens here T.T it is quite challenging and sad when thinking abt that but i know it wil come one day, one day in the future.
Sometimes it is hard to make a decision , once decided we cannot go back , but i stil believe that life can be more than expected, if we never try we wil regret one day . isn't it ?
Maybe i should stop thinking right now but wait for another 2 yrs , time passes by quickly i feel that the day wil come soon ... soon i found it is really hard to say good bye at that time , maybe until now i can understand you . dispear without saying anything, because it is more difficult to leave aft meeting once again .
This is ourlives , so we make our decisions .
what we could have been, 9:22 PM.